放假开工

每当考完最后一科 交上考卷的同时

很多人可能就将书包一丢然后完了轻松放假去了

但是对我而言 学校假期的开始 就是我人生的开始

总是希望在短短的两个星期 能够一次弥补我三个月的损失

所以我很喜欢我的老板

感觉我上我的生活就是他给的

如果没有他 我想我的人生就跟一般学生一样在假日的时候

也许约了朋友疯狂的吃喝玩了 也许呆在家里无所事事

对不起 我不要这样的生活

在一天之内接了三份工

从凌晨五点半到晚上九点

超有意义的感觉让我觉得自己很幸福

虽然有人会说这样很累很辛苦

那是因为他们不了解一叠钞票拿在手上的感觉

然后接了美容展的工作

贪玩又有朋友免费做的纹身就试试好了

结果被你知道了

我明明没有告诉你的

然后你说你做讨厌人家纹身

幸好我身上的只是暂时性的

不然我想你应该会马上把我带去做镭射手术了

我知道我贪玩 什么都想尝试 但是我知道自己在做什么 放心

嗯

加油

还有一个星期

要在一个星期之内赚到下个学期的生活费

加油加油~~

正面思考

自从那天接二连三的发生令人不愉快的事

情绪一直被困惑在负面思考中

然后 这种情绪似乎感染了二十岁之后的家人们

然后他买了酒 然后他煮了饭 然后我们开了口

开始聊天 家人 朋友 功课 生活 工作 未来 压力

后来 决定试试他一直以来那么正面的思考

抱着试试无妨的心态

第二天就尝到正面带来的运气

不知是刚巧 还是正面思考带来的吸引力

真的令人开心了好久 而这几天也一直持续是这样的状态

然后那天老板打电话来 果然在令人呆闷的假期来临之前 就帮我预备好了工作

太好了 谢谢老板 你最帅了 啊哈哈

这就是正面思考带来的力量

相信你要做的 就会做到

只要有行动和信念

因为光有信念而不行动 或是盲目的行动而缺乏理智 得到的后果都是一样的

谢谢你们

相信自己

你依然在身边

相信自己

绝对没有我手停口停的时候

因为正面的能量 就会带来好运

不是幸运 而是人生本来就应该朝向正面方向行走

就好像 要看到阳光 就要将自己朝向日出的那个方向

加油~~



ps: 在这篇文章发布的同时 家里那只只见过两次面 柔弱的小狗就这样去世了

借此悼念 ... 我们爱你~~

welcome to my life

好像遇到了什么不顺遂的事呢

送你一首歌好了

do you ever feel like breaking down
do you ever feel out of place
like somehow you just dont belongs
and no one understands you

do you ever wanna run away
do you lock yourself inside your room
with the radio turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's life

Welcome to my life


--simple plan

二十

你问 二十岁生日怎么过的

我说 昏睡了一整天过的 相信吗

放手 不放手 是一种选择

快乐 不快乐 是一种选择后的感受

虽然忽视着 但不时会在心里揪一下

看看 还是会痛的

就算麻痹了 药效还是会过的 打过的针 皮肤还是会记得它曾经痛过的



蛋糕 我想念了

赤脚 我想念了

摩托车 我想念了

阳光 我想念了

记忆 原来不短

只是害怕去回忆 就觉得是忘记了

但其实感觉还是有在

只是 现实让它被看做笑话了

失去了自我 还是改变了梦想 或是更本就从来没搞懂活着的意义

都无所谓

重要的是 时间把所有的曾经都刻下了

刻在每个人的心里 所以历史很重要

不然为什么每个人的心里都有自己的一本历史书




ps:迟看到的帖子 为什么post comment要等那么久呢？ 可不可以先去睡觉 老人家对科技好像比较

陌生了rfrf

想念蛋糕和咖啡香~

perfect nightmare- shontelle

sometimes we fight

sometimes i cry

why dont i just tell him goodbye

sometimes i should

but sometimes i dont

build up the strength to say that is wrong

sometimes i hate sometimes i love

sometimes i hurt sometimes i dont

sometimes i wait for him to change

but it's ok i just have to pay

and i dont ever wanna leave them alone

they say i'm brain-washed but i'm in love with this man

keep telling myself that its not worth it

i already know i dont deserve it

but if its from you i dont mind hurt it

this is my perfect nightmare

so when will i wake up and scream

no way

but if its from you i dont mind hurt it

this is my perfect nightmare

sometimes i keep it cool

sometimes i let them know

sometimes i even pack my bag and walk out the door

sometimes i feel safe

sometimes i really dont

sometimes i promise them i'm ready to let go

but i dont ever wanna leave them alone

they say i'm brain-washed but i'm in love with this man

keep telling myself that its not worth it

i already know i dont deserve it

but if its from you i dont mind hurting

this is my perfect nightmare

hoping he is changing

but i'm scare he is not

cant see a way to leave him

he opens my eye and i

keep telling myself that its not worth it

i aready know i dont deserve it

but if its from you i dont mind hurting

this is my perfect nightmare